Yes, I know I failed. Part of me doesn’t care. The sad, depressed, “nothing is ever going to change” just doesn’t care. My daily pain isn’t helping.
There is still a a tiny part of me that still cares. It’s the part of me that is walking outside on my lunch breaks and bought 3 pounds of strawberries.
So, yes I suck at doing even small changes at this point. The small changes I have already done aren’t enough and I’m at a wall of actually, REALLY doing something. Seriously. I suck.
Let’s see if I suck as much tomorrow. I’m including a YouTube video from the wonderful Hank Green. It’s pretty educational!